No One Can

There is something that I cant put in words. I am lost. Wondering about something fake. Will she come back?? I can feel the emptiness of my heart. My feelings are drying. I should be studying for finals. But I cant. I cant even do a thing.

The fact is when a guy have girlfriend, he usually will have financial problem. But in my case, when she was there, I have money, my savings. Now, I dont have anything. No savings. Nothing. I think it should be put in this way, I wanna buy things for her, so I save money. I planned to send roses to you when you was at India. That was the reason I asked you about address. Failed. I planned to buy Linkin Park dvd for you as Christmas gift. We break up before I buy the dvd. Actually I planned to buy on that week. Failed. For 1 year anniversary, I thought wanna buy a ring. Never had time to thinking about that yet. Consider failed. I am sick of thinking what I could did for you if I had a chance.

I miss your smile. The tears. Some more asking sorry after cried. You have no idea how much you kept me happy. Always go back late, then lie to my mom. Try to hide the bite marks, the nails marks. I never been in that much of happiness in my life ever. And I dont want to replace you. Never. Well, no one can.

p.s.: Please try to understand.