Realized.

I deleted some part of my previously post. It just I realized that it wasn't from me, I don't think that way. I had another talk with my friends, I realized I was confused. I am not telling reason to cover my mistake. It just it's not me. That is not the way I think. All I have I have. I am not the person that pull everything into God. It just God is God and me is me. Nothing changed. Back to what I am. It's not that I changed coz something good happen in my life or what. I am more comfortable in the way I think last time. This is me.

p.s.: Sorry for the mistake I had done, everyone.