Good bye my lover.

Guess time to drop everything that I am hanging on. I don't care how far I am gonna fall. I just wanna get the hell out of the topic. I am back to my old concept. Karma. Whatever you do, you will get back. That's all. There is no such thing hell and heaven. Everything is in this life. I did something wrong. Yea, I admit. So I don't know what is waiting. But then, I deserved it. What else more painful than what I have been through this year. My life ruined. She messed up everything. Everything that I believed. Everything!!! And well, my ex, you did something too, all this time I really really wanted to be there when what you did comes back to you. But then, after this, I don't know how to face you. I really wanted to protect you. I didn't meant anything to be in this way. Coz you know you are the only thing that was everything for me. I don't know why you left, but I know I was me when you was around me.

I am not gonna do anything, tell anything or cross your life anymore. If you want me to be in your life, like you said in your blog, the decision is yours.

p.s.: Bai.