Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Lost in holidays!!!

Next week is holiday. I really really need a break. Saturday morning, my bus baby!!! But then, deep inside there is some worries, I am scared. I wanna go back to my house, but I don't want that house, I don't want that room, I don't want that mattress. Seriously, it's gonna make things worst. I dunno. This time my holidays gonna be a bit weird and uncomfortable. I am gonna do an act that everything was fine and is fine. I should learn to do the fake smiles. Where should I go?? Where should I begin?? I started to learn to live in this darkness.

p.s.: What left to a person who lost everything?? I hated everything and loved only her. Now guess yall know what remains.

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