Sunday, May 17, 2009
Tempting!!!
There are not much of photos in this video clip. So, click this url, coz they dont let embedding. Before that, if the video above already weaken your heart, I advise you dont watch this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GBmoYHXrgyE&feature=related
p.s.: Imagine the pain is so deep, so you have to inflict pain on yourself to make the pain go away.
Trust me, it is so tempting.
It's a trap!!!
At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
1. I don't have any goal.
2. Pain better than happiness. No fake hopes.
3. I don't hide anything.I tell whatever it is right in front of your face. That is what loyalty means to me.
4. I don't like people yell at me.
5. I am a massive failure in man-kind.
6. I hate everything in this world. Everything.
7. I make jokes to cover the pain beneath my skin.
8. I am lonely soul. Ignored. Hated. Pushed away. Threw away.
9. I like to draw. I suck in coloring. I prefer black and white. But, doesn't means that I hate colors.
10. Experiences do change how a person think and act.
11. I put a special person on top of everything in my life. It's a special place in my life for you. Only foe you. I put trust, hope, and everything on you.
12. Every worst part of you was me.
13. I hate engineering since I was small. But, you see, now I am doing it, I am studying it and it's my future. I am living in my own hate now.
14. Nothing gonna be okay till our last breath. Life will suck out all the things we have. Till we give up.
15. Life never will be fair at all to anyone.
16. I suck all the time. Everything I touch, everything I think, everything I wish will fall down and break to pieces.
17. I drink, I smoke then I cry.
18. I like talking alone, imagine, make my own world and live in that world.
19. I sleep hugging my wife.
20. I have a senseless brain and stubborn as an idiot immature jerk.
21. I cant think properly.
22. I got double-XL memory, I cant forgive and forget easily. I live in regret.
23. Undone dream - tattoo, graphic designer, tattoo shop, keep wife happy, wake up with her.
24. I gonna die in 1 month+ time.
25. Your turn.
Well, this is basically the same in facebook. I would not tag anyone. Whoever read this or enter my blog, you are tagged!!! Let's see how honest you are. You wanna hide, I dont give a shit about it and dont be my friend anymore. Just FUCK OFF!!!
p.s.: I know who will ignore and hide it. Even if I ask, the person will lie.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
1. I don't have any goal.
2. Pain better than happiness. No fake hopes.
3. I don't hide anything.I tell whatever it is right in front of your face. That is what loyalty means to me.
4. I don't like people yell at me.
5. I am a massive failure in man-kind.
6. I hate everything in this world. Everything.
7. I make jokes to cover the pain beneath my skin.
8. I am lonely soul. Ignored. Hated. Pushed away. Threw away.
9. I like to draw. I suck in coloring. I prefer black and white. But, doesn't means that I hate colors.
10. Experiences do change how a person think and act.
11. I put a special person on top of everything in my life. It's a special place in my life for you. Only foe you. I put trust, hope, and everything on you.
12. Every worst part of you was me.
13. I hate engineering since I was small. But, you see, now I am doing it, I am studying it and it's my future. I am living in my own hate now.
14. Nothing gonna be okay till our last breath. Life will suck out all the things we have. Till we give up.
15. Life never will be fair at all to anyone.
16. I suck all the time. Everything I touch, everything I think, everything I wish will fall down and break to pieces.
17. I drink, I smoke then I cry.
18. I like talking alone, imagine, make my own world and live in that world.
19. I sleep hugging my wife.
20. I have a senseless brain and stubborn as an idiot immature jerk.
21. I cant think properly.
22. I got double-XL memory, I cant forgive and forget easily. I live in regret.
23. Undone dream - tattoo, graphic designer, tattoo shop, keep wife happy, wake up with her.
24. I gonna die in 1 month+ time.
25. Your turn.
Well, this is basically the same in facebook. I would not tag anyone. Whoever read this or enter my blog, you are tagged!!! Let's see how honest you are. You wanna hide, I dont give a shit about it and dont be my friend anymore. Just FUCK OFF!!!
p.s.: I know who will ignore and hide it. Even if I ask, the person will lie.
Evil world.
After a tragedy, I get to know that girlfriend will lie just to hide a small thing, even she know her boyfriend dont like she lying to him. Actually the guy knows what happen but he still wanna hear it from his girlfriend, so that he can know what happening behind him. He did not scolded her or wanna sabotage her. So, he asked and she lied. So, he asked again and she lied again. She did not felt a portion of the guilty that the guy felt for his girlfriend when she lied. At last they end up arguing. After the fight ended, then he asked again and then she admitted what she did. But, lie is still a lie. Disappointment still hurts even she admit it later. Disappointment of his own girlfriend intend to hide something and lied to him.
Now, look how evil is this world. What left to be appreciated?? Everyday things getting worst. Where is the God?? Seriously, where?? Cant you see?? Innocent people suffering coz of your game. Yea, I know. Nothing is free. No pain, no gain. All the bullshit. But then, why you create us for, if you wanna suck our life out of us??
If you gave us the world, why you let people to destroy it?? Why you let them to pollute it?? Why when I born, there were pollution?? I dont have the opportunity to inhale clean air anymore. Do I have to be thankful?? Now, even I smoke, it's not gonna make any difference. Who wanna change the world?? Owh, may be the person who complain about their life and then telling people not to complain.
Something for the person I love:
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Fuck each other and die
This is how the story ends
(copied form Eminem brain and altered)
p.s.: Now, you should ponder. You cant fuck just with a pussy, bitch, you need a dick!!!
Now, look how evil is this world. What left to be appreciated?? Everyday things getting worst. Where is the God?? Seriously, where?? Cant you see?? Innocent people suffering coz of your game. Yea, I know. Nothing is free. No pain, no gain. All the bullshit. But then, why you create us for, if you wanna suck our life out of us??
If you gave us the world, why you let people to destroy it?? Why you let them to pollute it?? Why when I born, there were pollution?? I dont have the opportunity to inhale clean air anymore. Do I have to be thankful?? Now, even I smoke, it's not gonna make any difference. Who wanna change the world?? Owh, may be the person who complain about their life and then telling people not to complain.
Something for the person I love:
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Fuck each other and die
This is how the story ends
(copied form Eminem brain and altered)
p.s.: Now, you should ponder. You cant fuck just with a pussy, bitch, you need a dick!!!
Friday, May 15, 2009
Tattoo
All of sudden, I felt like wanna wear the ring. But, I'm not the person to wear it anymore. Lately, only one thing was in my mind. Let it be secret.
When you left, you killed my wife and my son. Did you realize that?? Even though it's imaginary. When you grew stronger, I'm losing it all. You spat, you insult, you step on me and all I did just defense myself. No anger, nothing. Why is that so?? Why??
It hurts a lot when someone else replaced you in your place. For example, suddenly, your boss hired a new guy and put him in your position without informing you. When you tried to fight back for your position, no one seems to be care, but the chase you away. And the boss gives you a reason which you cant deny. Will you admit and walk away or stand and fight back?? A weak heart facing all the words from so many people. Why I intend to stand in pain when there were many ways to walk out from the pain?? Why??
p.s.: A step you put away from me is...
When you left, you killed my wife and my son. Did you realize that?? Even though it's imaginary. When you grew stronger, I'm losing it all. You spat, you insult, you step on me and all I did just defense myself. No anger, nothing. Why is that so?? Why??
It hurts a lot when someone else replaced you in your place. For example, suddenly, your boss hired a new guy and put him in your position without informing you. When you tried to fight back for your position, no one seems to be care, but the chase you away. And the boss gives you a reason which you cant deny. Will you admit and walk away or stand and fight back?? A weak heart facing all the words from so many people. Why I intend to stand in pain when there were many ways to walk out from the pain?? Why??
p.s.: A step you put away from me is...
Kekashi gelapku.
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku
Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
Ooh...
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
p.s.: For the previous post.
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku
Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
Ooh...
Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...
p.s.: For the previous post.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Please!!!
HEADACHE!!!
I cant even sleep now. Oh, please, I want to sleep. Make me sleep. Gimme the sleeping pills you usually gimme last time. Gimme the medicines you usually gimme last time. Gimme. I want it now!!! Please honey. I cant endure it anymore. I am suffocating, suffering and and everything honey. Come on. Please. I cant take it anymore. Aching honey. Can you hear me?? Can you??
I cant even sleep now. Oh, please, I want to sleep. Make me sleep. Gimme the sleeping pills you usually gimme last time. Gimme the medicines you usually gimme last time. Gimme. I want it now!!! Please honey. I cant endure it anymore. I am suffocating, suffering and and everything honey. Come on. Please. I cant take it anymore. Aching honey. Can you hear me?? Can you??
p.s.: Please!!!
What Hurts The Most.
I dunno what time I slept and I am awake again, 1.29 a.m. I dunno what was wrong, just now I slept after blog about headache. Now, I know why I had headache just now, not enough sleep. Now, I guess I know what's the meaning torture very well. May be I am guilty to hurt you, but I just dunno what is torturing me for few months. Sometimes I cry till I felt asleep. Sometimes I scream till my lungs sore. Deep inside I am bleeding. No matter what is the fact, no matter I know what is the risk I am taking now, deep inside there are many many tiny lil pieces of my heart wants you, wants you to come back and hug me. Although I know you are not gonna come back, but a small, very tiny, hope are still there. I am living based on the illogical hope now. Idiot am I?? I miss you. I cant sleep without those kiss. I lost everything, not only you, everything in my life. My confidence that one day everything will be okay. My dream, every the tiny dreams, everything that I spent a lot of time to make it beautiful. All gone. What hurts the most was looking at the things that you thought you will definitely will have it in your life no matter what is no more in your life. It's falling down right in front of you. I am sorry. I just cant ignore my feelings and hide it.
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
p.s.: I dunno how I'm gonna pass you your stuff. I really dunno.
Wounded
So you come along,
I push you away,
Then kick and scream for you to stay.
p.s.: Headache. Reminds me of her medicine, lemonade.
Alleycats
Alleycats, I like yall hair man!!!!
I like this line "My feelings asked me to endure the pain". Imba!!
p.s.: My heart suffering like a fish suffocating on the ground without water. There is a nice word in Tamil.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Sorry!!!
Well Andrew, like your words dude,
No matter how big the pain, it is not even an inch of the happiness everyone's feeling now, so I'll bury it deep deep down...
Well, do you think how to do so?? I gonna choose a way now. I already made a move when I create the blog.
p.s.: For the happiness. For the smile. For the tears. So sorry to being emo, I just I dont want to move on. I am happy to being like this.
No matter how big the pain, it is not even an inch of the happiness everyone's feeling now, so I'll bury it deep deep down...
Well, do you think how to do so?? I gonna choose a way now. I already made a move when I create the blog.
p.s.: For the happiness. For the smile. For the tears. So sorry to being emo, I just I dont want to move on. I am happy to being like this.
LOL!!!
WTF wei?? My smoking spot become hot already. Just now got another guy join the spot. That day, I saw two guy smoking at there. Guess I should name it after my name. LOL!!!
p.s.: End of emo post people. I guess so. If not, Andrew gonna cut my balls off and (er..) forget what he said.
p.s.: End of emo post people. I guess so. If not, Andrew gonna cut my balls off and (er..) forget what he said.
Go On Girl...
Why every time you will do something and I the one getting hurt?? I did not ask my friend to ask you to come back to me, right?? I did not ask any of your friends to feel pity for me right?? Stop blaming me for what I did not do. All the blame is not enough huh??
Come on, I am not doing anything. Cant you see?? If I suicide, I would not die just coz of you dumped me, it's coz of your words. Words hurt deeper than action. Guess you dont know.
And can you please stop it. I dont wanna fight or argue. If no one like to read my blog, its ok. I will still blog. Its for me. Its mine. Just dont talk like you know everything about me and whatever happen.
Now, to all your friends, we broke up coz of me. Enough?? Now, your reputation would not be spoiled. Just spit if you have any. I will be quiet. I am weak enough to ignore you. Cant you see?? I am not calling you. I am not sms-ing you. Cant you see?? I am trying all I can.
p.s.: If you wanna reply this with your anger, go on. There are nothing left to be hurt anymore.
Come on, I am not doing anything. Cant you see?? If I suicide, I would not die just coz of you dumped me, it's coz of your words. Words hurt deeper than action. Guess you dont know.
And can you please stop it. I dont wanna fight or argue. If no one like to read my blog, its ok. I will still blog. Its for me. Its mine. Just dont talk like you know everything about me and whatever happen.
Now, to all your friends, we broke up coz of me. Enough?? Now, your reputation would not be spoiled. Just spit if you have any. I will be quiet. I am weak enough to ignore you. Cant you see?? I am not calling you. I am not sms-ing you. Cant you see?? I am trying all I can.
p.s.: If you wanna reply this with your anger, go on. There are nothing left to be hurt anymore.
Why you doing this to me??
Ok. You have sense unlike me. Label me as you wish, as you want. It's not gonna make any difference. Yea, you better than me. Ok?? You deserve better. I did not say anything bad about you here right?? It's between me and my ex. Come on. You are not mine,ok?? But those memories is mine. I did not steal it from you or what. It's me who making your life worse?? It's you by the way. If you dont want me, first of all, you should not read my blog. If you dont care, then dont try to convince me. Well you just can say I am an idiot, immature lifeless jackass, which begging for your love right, when they came and blame you. By using that way, your reputation would not be spoiled. And I dont care what you say about me. After all, it's you.
Why you called it stalking while you do it too?? You read my blog too. Did I say anything about that?? Please. I am not disturbing you. This blog is the only place I have right now. Why you intend to destory that too??
If I was pulling your leg, then why this things happening now?? Guess that is how much you know about me. Please leave me alone. This is not only for you, for your friends too. I admit whatever you wanna blame. I will take all of it. Just go away.
If you wanna read my blog, it's ok. May be you will be happy, looking me suffering. Let it be that way. I dont mind. If you dont like or whatever. Talk to me directly, dont involve anyone in this.
p.s.: Guess you did not read my previous post. I am preparing my suicidal note. I am not gonna involve you in anything. Never ever. I am gonna end this soon.
Why you called it stalking while you do it too?? You read my blog too. Did I say anything about that?? Please. I am not disturbing you. This blog is the only place I have right now. Why you intend to destory that too??
If I was pulling your leg, then why this things happening now?? Guess that is how much you know about me. Please leave me alone. This is not only for you, for your friends too. I admit whatever you wanna blame. I will take all of it. Just go away.
If you wanna read my blog, it's ok. May be you will be happy, looking me suffering. Let it be that way. I dont mind. If you dont like or whatever. Talk to me directly, dont involve anyone in this.
p.s.: Guess you did not read my previous post. I am preparing my suicidal note. I am not gonna involve you in anything. Never ever. I am gonna end this soon.
Leave me alone!!!
Well, look what we have now!!! I really dont want to blog about some people that I really dont know. But to tell the truth, they all really have fucking damn itchy pussies man. What the FUCK you care huh?? There was something people used to said," Well, if your friend asked you to eat shit, so will you??". Well, you all, guess just the body grown up it seems. By the way, it's my blog and I am gonna blog whatever I want. If your friend dont like it, dont ever open my blog and read it. Thats all. As a return, I am not gonna disturb her anymore. Ok??
I digested it very well. Nomore pain bitch!!! I am free now. May be I moved on. Ops!! Did I said that?? So, you dont mean anything to me?? May be!!!
I never thought there are some idiots which publish a post for an unknown person!!! Wow. Interesting!! I know that no sobs story gonna bring her back and I didnt ask her to come back too. Who wanna live with a such(I no need to say it)?? Am I torturing her?? Do you really know what is torture?? I am not hurting her but then why she care what I blog?? Lemme live and deal with my pain. I dont want to have problems with others coz of this. This is between me and my "one-side love". I choose pain. May be the pain gonna kill me. I dont care, even she dont care. If its gonna damage me, let it be that way.
Did you think about this, if she's not guilty, why she asked you to post that?? I didnt mention her name or what-so-ever in my blog. Bitch about her?? Did you saw anything like that except this post?? Then what's bothering her??
p.s.: Please, dont disturb me. I'm not disturbing you, right. And you with the unknown person post, we dont have anything between us, so please dont drag this.
I digested it very well. Nomore pain bitch!!! I am free now. May be I moved on. Ops!! Did I said that?? So, you dont mean anything to me?? May be!!!
I never thought there are some idiots which publish a post for an unknown person!!! Wow. Interesting!! I know that no sobs story gonna bring her back and I didnt ask her to come back too. Who wanna live with a such(I no need to say it)?? Am I torturing her?? Do you really know what is torture?? I am not hurting her but then why she care what I blog?? Lemme live and deal with my pain. I dont want to have problems with others coz of this. This is between me and my "one-side love". I choose pain. May be the pain gonna kill me. I dont care, even she dont care. If its gonna damage me, let it be that way.
Did you think about this, if she's not guilty, why she asked you to post that?? I didnt mention her name or what-so-ever in my blog. Bitch about her?? Did you saw anything like that except this post?? Then what's bothering her??
p.s.: Please, dont disturb me. I'm not disturbing you, right. And you with the unknown person post, we dont have anything between us, so please dont drag this.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
It's mine too.
Well, not everything is about you. A part of it is mine.
p.s.: I am not gonna stop writing about you. Sorry..
Monday, May 11, 2009
Tagged
Tagged by Prena..
Dont do this next time..
Coz its dumb questions..
What color socks are you wearing?
im bare footed.. do u hav problem wit it??
If you could get away scot-free, would you kill someone?
i wanna decrease my sins, so plz!!!
If aliens were attacking the Earth, would you run or make friends?
i dun trust in aliens all.. sori!!
What job do you see yourself at 20 years from now?
pusher!!
When was the last time you burst into song for no reason?
19 years ago..
What song was it?
waaaaaaaaaaaaah..
Have you ever finger-painted?
i dun wanna be painted!!
When you die, where do you want to be buried?
near hell..
Do you consider a giant atom-smasher a threat to humanity?
WTF?
Do you want pigs to fly?
i dun give a fuck bout it.. i juz need pork 2 eat.. thats all..
If you could be invisible for one day, what would you do?
there no such thing..
Would you rather fist-fight a badger or a koala?
i prefer koka koala!!!
What would the theme song of your life be?
i dun need it..
You have 70 seconds to live. What do you DO?!
er!! kill maself b4 70 seconds..
Where was the last place you swore you'd never go to again?
heaven!!
Does the Taco Bell dog scare you?
wat the fuck is Taco Bell dog?
Jedis or ninjas?
i prefer ninjas killing jedis and den kill themselves..
Would you trust a polar bear with your life?
is tis golden compass movie?? WTF??
Would you rather eat moldy meat or drink rotten milk?
i rather starve and die!!
Do you wish Pokemon were real?
i prefer pokemon having sex wit digimon..
Have you ever played chicken with cars just for the hell of it?
wat the fuck??
Would you take advice from a talking McDonalds sandwich?
den how d fuck i wanna eat it?? asshole!!!
What would you rather blow up: a puppy or a kitty?
i prefer puppy fight wit a kitty and both oso die at d last..
Do you understand what "e=mc2" means?
where d world find d end of world..
Dont do this next time..
Coz its dumb questions..
What color socks are you wearing?
im bare footed.. do u hav problem wit it??
If you could get away scot-free, would you kill someone?
i wanna decrease my sins, so plz!!!
If aliens were attacking the Earth, would you run or make friends?
i dun trust in aliens all.. sori!!
What job do you see yourself at 20 years from now?
pusher!!
When was the last time you burst into song for no reason?
19 years ago..
What song was it?
waaaaaaaaaaaaah..
Have you ever finger-painted?
i dun wanna be painted!!
When you die, where do you want to be buried?
near hell..
Do you consider a giant atom-smasher a threat to humanity?
WTF?
Do you want pigs to fly?
i dun give a fuck bout it.. i juz need pork 2 eat.. thats all..
If you could be invisible for one day, what would you do?
there no such thing..
Would you rather fist-fight a badger or a koala?
i prefer koka koala!!!
What would the theme song of your life be?
i dun need it..
You have 70 seconds to live. What do you DO?!
er!! kill maself b4 70 seconds..
Where was the last place you swore you'd never go to again?
heaven!!
Does the Taco Bell dog scare you?
wat the fuck is Taco Bell dog?
Jedis or ninjas?
i prefer ninjas killing jedis and den kill themselves..
Would you trust a polar bear with your life?
is tis golden compass movie?? WTF??
Would you rather eat moldy meat or drink rotten milk?
i rather starve and die!!
Do you wish Pokemon were real?
i prefer pokemon having sex wit digimon..
Have you ever played chicken with cars just for the hell of it?
wat the fuck??
Would you take advice from a talking McDonalds sandwich?
den how d fuck i wanna eat it?? asshole!!!
What would you rather blow up: a puppy or a kitty?
i prefer puppy fight wit a kitty and both oso die at d last..
Do you understand what "e=mc2" means?
where d world find d end of world..
Sunday, May 10, 2009
No One Can
There is something that I cant put in words. I am lost. Wondering about something fake. Will she come back?? I can feel the emptiness of my heart. My feelings are drying. I should be studying for finals. But I cant. I cant even do a thing.
The fact is when a guy have girlfriend, he usually will have financial problem. But in my case, when she was there, I have money, my savings. Now, I dont have anything. No savings. Nothing. I think it should be put in this way, I wanna buy things for her, so I save money. I planned to send roses to you when you was at India. That was the reason I asked you about address. Failed. I planned to buy Linkin Park dvd for you as Christmas gift. We break up before I buy the dvd. Actually I planned to buy on that week. Failed. For 1 year anniversary, I thought wanna buy a ring. Never had time to thinking about that yet. Consider failed. I am sick of thinking what I could did for you if I had a chance.
I miss your smile. The tears. Some more asking sorry after cried. You have no idea how much you kept me happy. Always go back late, then lie to my mom. Try to hide the bite marks, the nails marks. I never been in that much of happiness in my life ever. And I dont want to replace you. Never. Well, no one can.
The fact is when a guy have girlfriend, he usually will have financial problem. But in my case, when she was there, I have money, my savings. Now, I dont have anything. No savings. Nothing. I think it should be put in this way, I wanna buy things for her, so I save money. I planned to send roses to you when you was at India. That was the reason I asked you about address. Failed. I planned to buy Linkin Park dvd for you as Christmas gift. We break up before I buy the dvd. Actually I planned to buy on that week. Failed. For 1 year anniversary, I thought wanna buy a ring. Never had time to thinking about that yet. Consider failed. I am sick of thinking what I could did for you if I had a chance.
I miss your smile. The tears. Some more asking sorry after cried. You have no idea how much you kept me happy. Always go back late, then lie to my mom. Try to hide the bite marks, the nails marks. I never been in that much of happiness in my life ever. And I dont want to replace you. Never. Well, no one can.
p.s.: Please try to understand.
Here Comes Goodbye - Rascal Flatts
I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothings on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed(d)
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
I dont understand about the music video. So, it's better I dont post it.
p.s.: I really miss the way you will put your face on my hand and hug it. Why are you ignoring me?? I miss you so much, honey. I dunno how to make you understand.
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothings on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed(d)
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
I dont understand about the music video. So, it's better I dont post it.
p.s.: I really miss the way you will put your face on my hand and hug it. Why are you ignoring me?? I miss you so much, honey. I dunno how to make you understand.
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