NOT a EMO-ish post!!!

Well, first of all, not gonna be an emo-ish post. Just feels like wanna blog.

Let's see what's new. Done with mid-term, 4 assignments to be submit, due date kinda like 2-3 weeks from now, lab report, and then, have to prepare for finals. Assignments are really being the pain in my ass now. Plus doing lab report at the same time, sometimes I get confused what subject's assignment am I doing.

And one more thing. Weird thing actually, breads/buns make me so happy. I just don't know why, its just I feel so peaceful at the moment biting it. Gosh, I sounds so stupid now. It just the way I feel rite. LOL.

Well, I dont want to touch relationship issues. Coz its all like, I dont know there is another half of me out there or what, coz I'm lazy to find. I can't just be with a girl, act cool and don't give in too much all. I will just go deep into it and realize that she's not the one. Painful moment tho. So I wanna just shut up and life my life. Got alot to do actually. My next year suppose to be my final year, but this shit engineering course, I have to extend like one more sem. I really hope one sem. I can't wait to end it. Then, I have to do something about my dream. I don't want to plan now. Let's see what's waiting for me after this. Coz now I plan, then something else happen, then end up in disappointment. So, just do whatever I'm doing now first.

Next sem, moving out. Fucking bye to hostel. Now, I can smoke freely, no need to check on the corridor all. Thanks to my friend, I'm getting the rental as I wanted. I don't care about privacy. Coz it's not like I have a girlfriend, who wanna stay over my place or what. The people in that house were my housemate 1 year ago. I know them. Don't tell me they gonna steal things or what. So, I feel like the place is worth it for people like me.

p.s.: Funny thing in me is I will give up in the things that I should not give up and I will never give up in the things I should. Looks like I should put down a list. =)