Tiring weekend!!!

After woke up damn early, follow Veera to Mid Valley and he have a hair cut. Then, hang out at Farouq place. Came back damn late with damn tired condition. Today went to Sungai Wang to celebrate Jhonny's birthday. Then went back to Farouq's place and ate doughnut while watching some music video. Actually I shrink the story, that's why it look damn short.

I am scared to be happy, I am trying to avoid to laugh. Coz after I laughed, it reminds me of her. I wanna share with her. So, I will try to contact with her and end up getting terribly hurt. That is why I didn't go out anywhere this semester like I usually do before this. While at Sungai Wang, we were karaoke-ing, actually they were, not me. All the time in the room, I was thinking about her. Hey, it's you and you and you. It's always been "Always you". Why it's should be you?? You are bugging my life. I miss you so much. I even using "you" terms here even I know she not gonna read this. There is no way she will know that I'm blogging. Even she know also, she wouldn't read this. She hate me from bottom of her heart.

My feeling over her still strong. I did all that possibly I can do. Delete all the photos. Delete all the MSN chat logs. Delete all the edited pictures. Still got some of her things with me that I will give her back once I am back at Penang. I am not even looking at it. I am not even wearing her ring also. What else I should do?? I wish I can rewind back the time and undo all my mistakes, erase all the words that you said. I really wish I can do that. Haiz... I dunno what gonna happen tonight.

p.s: I admit. I suck.