Blackout!!!

Something damn serious happen last night, can say funny also. Actually I have test last night at 8. On the way to exam hall, suddenly the whole MMU went damn dark. I thought MMU wanna celebrate Earth Hour a bit late or what. Later go exam hall, of all the things, everybody taking photos each other like the world gonna end. SWT!! Get a life people. It is just a blackout. So, the test canceled, phew!!! Then hang out at Farouq place and sleep there also.

Even though I am smiling, laughing like a mad dog, there is something deep inside my heart bleed when I am happy. "Mad dog", I got the phrase from her too. Haiz. There are a lot of things that I adapted from her without knowing it. A lot till I lost count. Sometimes I will use the phrase, then only realise that she used to say it a lot. Why everything seems to be like a reminder to me??

I admit, I miss you alot. Alot, alot, alot like we usually will say to each other. There is a thing some poeple used to say,"no matter who you are with, parents, friends, anybody, but there is only a person can make you feel secure, safe, peace, pure happiness". My feelings was secure when she was around. I was strong mentally when she was there. No matter what people say, my feelings was not fragile like it is now.

Heart would not make a sound when it be broken, unlike a glass fall on the floor. It is coz you can buy a new glass and replace the broken one, but you can't do heart transplant to replace the broken heart. Sometimes I feel like wanna call you and tell everything. But, definitely you will cancel my calls. Do you ever think how it hurts when a person who needs you call you, and you know the person needs you, and you cancel the call?? You have so much of your ego in yourself till even the person keep on calling like a idiot,all you will do is cancel the calls.

p.s: I wish I could keep you longer.