I'm suffocating!!!

It's been a painful day. This never happen when I'm at Cyber. Don't know how come, it's back. Well, when I'm at home, Penang, I used to sneeze a lot, I mean, really a lot. From early age itself, I got sinus. I used to sneezed like almost 50 times, even more than that within 1 hour. Just imagine how you feel if you sneeze non-stop. Well, I don't know how y'all will feel, but I feel pain in my chest plus with suffocating. When for check-ups, the doctor keep on recommending more powerful drug, just because I'm too young for the operation. So, my parents stopped me from the medication. Then, they forced me to try Chinese traditional treatment, it worked during the treatment, after the treatment, the sneezing thing came back.

So, after high school, I went college. Well, it becomes better. No more flu in the morning, no more sneezing problem. But then, I started to smoke. Till now, I don't know, smoking making it worst or not. Definitely smoking not gonna make it better. It just now I feel like people like me shouldn't smoke at all. Now, I can't sleep. I'm suffocating. I can feel that I can't breathe normally. It's not that I'm scared that I will die. It just I can't express what I'm feeling now. Those chest pain, stomach feels like numb, itchy throat, itchy nose, and at the same time, the nose hurts so much.

Can say most of my night something like this. I have to change my position just to make sure I can breath properly. Sometimes I wake up with a nose blocked, I mean totally blocked. Whatever stuck there, it would not go in neither come out. Have to breath using my mouth. Sometimes I woke up with a dry throat, just because I sleep with open mouth for a long time.

Well, that's all. Need to try to sleep. I hope I have something to make me sleep.

p.s.: Sinus are a common disease, but the pain, you can only feel it, when you have it. Never try, never know.