16th Nov.

-16th November-

Yea, it's my very own,one and the only birthday. Well, last year birthday was so nice. This year birthday, spent most of the night with my friend. To tell the truth, they are the cure for the pain inside me. But then, I can't expect them to be there all the time right. Everybody have their own life to live. Their own problem to handle with. Well, the pain is back again. Alone, in the dark, I lost myself again. What I did till she can't even wish me Happy Birthday?? Now, it's clear that I am a stranger to her.

I miss the way she touch me, the way she squeeze my hand.
I miss the way she hug my arm.
I miss the way she stand beside me.
I miss the way she hug me.
I miss the way she kiss my cheek.
I miss the way she lean on me.
I miss her.

What's the use to love her anymore?? If I know the way to kill this love inside my heart, I will do it. I don't care what else I'm gonna loss, I will just do it.

p.s.: I need to carry this my whole life.