Live like a cannon ball..

I realized something. When Prena cried, and she keep on "please, please", I realized that, I should appreciate this friendship. After the incident happen between me and my best-friend, the betrayal. My point of view about friendship was they all just friends and they can get a new friend if I go away. But, the way Prena said, I was shocked. Thanks a lot. You saved my life.

Esther, I dunno what to say. You was in my friend list in MSN. We chat like 3 times before this?? I dunno why, all of sudden, we get so close. When you asked me to join you do the online thing, I was like do I need to take this responsibility?? She gonna be disappointed if I did something to myself. Then, about the trip, I was shocked. Why this kind of offer is coming to me when I decided to end my life. Even you asked me not to do that. Thanks.

Andrew, brother from another mother. I am crying when I think about our friendship. I dunno why. Thanks for the company. Thanks for the friednship. I will make sure it last forever. I will make sure it last longer. I learnt something. I learnt the meaning of friendship.

Farouq, you gave me space to hang out, everytime I felt alone. Even I moved to hostle, I spent most night at your room. I even got your habit. May be stay with you for 1 year, you influenced me. LOL!!!

By the way, I am ok now. Thanks. I wanna feel the friendship-ness. You all made me stronger.

p.s.: Andrew words: Live like a cannon ball.