It really hard to do want someone else want you to do. I really really hard. I am trying!!! But my results still the same. I need to increase my pointer. Coz it's not gonna worth anything to me if the pointer same like this. This semester, only 4 subject. No more failing!!! Hope can score. I need it. I need motivation. I need something that will make me realize that there is hope. I am sick of it. No matter how hard I tried, why always I failed?? Is it coz this is not my destiny?? Yea, I know this is not my dream. But, this is the situation. Nothing that I can do to change anything. It's already 2nd year. All I can do is just finish it. Then, hunt my dreams. But, I need to at least do well in this course.
I just dunno. Sometimes, I feel like withdraw the course and do whatever I wanna do. Sometimes, I feel like I can do it, it just another 2 years, study hard!!! But, if I always fail like this, there will be no hope and trust will be left.
Whatever it is, this semester, no fail, no C. Hope so. Pray for me people!!!
p.s.: Last night I cried thinking of you, angel!!!
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