Again, I'm gonna sleep with my head empty. I don't know why, I been like this for past few days. All I can think of is my ex. Even though she brought so much pain inside me, she is still my safest place I ever hide before. I feel like, "What's next?? What gonna happen?? Nothing that can be worst, coz I'm giving up. I'm giving up everything. I'm not gonna go against the flow anymore. I'm tired.". Everything that was so close with me past few months, now seems so far away. The wall I built around me, seems like invisible now. The people I trusted so much and shared everything, now seems like a stranger, like a normal friend to me. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's not something that they did, it's just something wrong with me. I feel like wanna get all the tattoos that I want on my body and die smoking a cigarette. What a perfect death??
p.s.: After all it's a fucking life. =)
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