Rehab.

Found something interesting.

p.s.: Smile coz the God looking.

American Suitehearts

Do you ever wonder why everything is so hard to obtain?? If everything is already written, then what's the point we tried so fucking much and at last realized that it's not for us?? And at last we will tell to ourselves, at least we tried. It's just doesn't make sense to me anymore. I don't have believe in such things anymore. I believed that everything will be okay one day, but now I realized tomorrow gonna be worst than today.

It's really hard to do what you don't want to do. What's the point we have talent if we can't use those to make us happy. The real happiness is when you see what you can do with what you have. It's not what people gonna say about it, it's about the person inside you. I can't forget my dream, sometimes I feel like wanna drop all those things. But it's inside me, a part of me, nowadays I barely do drawings. I feel like I lost it, it was the only part of myself I loved so much. The only part of me that I wanted to make satisfied. So much. Now, I dunno, I'm stuck between something that I really don't even know.

p.s.: Suffer for something that you don't want is much more worst than suffer for something that you want it with all your heart.

The Fray - Heartless(Cover)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0njUdMm49wI

I can't get 1 that can fit in the frame. So, just search for it. Trust me, it's worth it.

p.s.: Damn creative!!!

She is love.

Yea, I forget something. Finally, I played futsal again. I know the nail gonna hurt, but still the temptation, just fuck those pain and play. Haha!!! Now, I'm blogging after played futsal. Damn fresh!!! But sleepy!!! Planned to do assignment, but I think canceled. Coz nobody replying me.

Well, this song making me more sleepy!!!



p.s.: I dunno why my mind will think creatively at night!!! Nomore drawings, I wanna sleep!!!

Heeeeeeee!!!!

Haha. It's been a while. Busy busy busy. Well, studies, dunno how to describe anymore. It's like the phrase, " I born intelligent, education made me a fool". Things are like the phrase now. I fed up when I study a lot, sacrifice a lot of time, and ended up in the place same as those people that are not trying anything. Well, I'm still trying. I'm getting close to the end. I know still 2 years more. But, after that, it's me. Only me, I can plan all over again. Well this time, there is no other people to be worried anymore. Unlike last time, I have to think about girlfriend. What's she up to, how is she doing, how is her studies going on?? Well now nomore, I can concentrate on mine. It sounds selfish, but it's good in that way. Coz there is nothing to be worried. Even this is not what I wanted, but I can do what I want after I earn some money. Just 2 more years. I can't wait.

p.s.: I'm ready to penetrate. Are you ready to fill those holes??

Guess who's back??

p.s.: Wanted to create this long time ago. Finally, it's done baby!!!

A walk to remember.

What will you do when you stressed?? Well, I tried a new method, I walked. I dont know it's works or not, but it's like make you cheer up a bit. I walked without a direction. I just walked. And then had a small pit-stop, smoking. Then, eat something on the way back. I feel like I need exercise. Coz after the nail on my toe injured, I stopped playing futsal, then I always feel like wanna something till sweating, but I dont know what to do. Need to find a way, but then, all this works I have now, it's already more than enough.

The cutest thing that Prena ever showed me:

p.s.: Wanted a break. Need a vacation. No alcohols, no cigarettes.

Remake of tamil song.

p.s.: It's worth watching!!!