Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Wait, rewind, forward!!!

Well, this time, there is kinda happy news!! I got myself an angel. It was like not expected at all. She said she wanna concentrate on SPM first. So, I wanted to wait. All of sudden, she canceled it. Then, here we go. =)

Second, I just checked my exam slip and I'm not barred!!! Hell yea!!! Thanks thanks!!

Damn, now everything is on the right track. All I need to do now is just go with the flow. I don't have expectations all. Just three words baby, I love you.

p.s.: Good things happen to people who wait!!!

Monday, December 7, 2009

Dilema Cinta - Ungu



p.s.: Namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu. =)

It's December baby!!!

Well, where should I being with. Mid-terms just finished and assignment done and already submitted to the person that I should submit. Kinda two weeks for finals. Attendance for my Engineering Maths 2 is really low and I'm not in the barlist. I already email-ed the lecturer to know that is that final barlist or what. Hope it's a final barlist. I don't want to be barred from exam. My mid-term marks kinda high, 18/20 for the first exam and I know the second exam is kinda easy and can score kinda high too. Please don't bar me!!! =(

Today I broke a girl's heart. I didn't mean to hurt her. It's just she made all the assumption and fell in love. I'm sorry. I already set my mind to some else. And I already made the move. It's not nice to back off now. I should tell you earlier but then it's just I don't want to miss the things coming to me, I wanted to appreciate your feelings, but then in the end, it's happen to be in this way. I know it's gonna hurt you. But I have no other choice. I don't want to be a bastard dating two girls at once.

Hope what I decided today is worth it. I know I will be happy with you, lady. Its just people will change with respect to time. I don't know how we gonna change. When a guy and a girl falls in love, they will do so many sweet things, so many sweet words. But then, after few months, the feelings fade. They started to feel irritated and annoyed by the person they loved so much few months ago, the person they decided to hold hands and walk to the end of their life. I know I not the type of guy that get bored of your attitude. Its like I am asking you : Will you walk with me till the end of me?? I know it's too early to say I love you, but then I already started to adore you, to miss you, to technically and literally love you. =)

p.s.: I'm looking forward for next year. =)